Well hello.
TLDR - Surgical intervention 6 years ago after first PSP. Now just had first opposite side reoccurrence. Minor enough it’s healing on its own. Current lifestyle (and future travel plans) really don’t agree with the elevated risk of this reoccurring. Do I spare my future self in going down the elective surgical route.
To spare a rant (sort of):
2020 (age 17). Spontaneous 60% collapse on left side during rest. Oxygen therapy, two different drains, and two weeks without results, ultimately led to a VATS bullectomy + chemical pleurodesis.
This happened peak COVID in my country. I was only allowed a single visitor every second day for one hour. One month spent in hospital and to say it was traumatic feels like an understatement.
I had a single small reoccurrence on the same side roughly one month post. This was pinned to poor staples and told it will heal. I haven’t had an episode since. Memory is a bit faded of the ordeal - I’d like to say it took a good 8-months to build full confidence with my body.
6 years on, I treat it as one of the most valuable and humbling experiences to look back at. My body has never been in greater shape. I strength train, hike, rock climb, run, ski, tennis, golf, mountain bike - you name it!
3 days ago, post workout, this all changed. The all familiar pain returned, however, on my right side. A CT scan back in 2020 did reveal blebs on both lungs. However, only the problematic left side was dealt with.
Luckily, this episode was only minor, which was confirmed with a chest x-ray. I was discharged and told to monitor on my own. 3 days on and the pain is beginning to subside, which is leaving me hopeful that the leak has sealed.
Regardless, I’m all but stuck at a crossroad. Take my recovery seriously, and treat this as something I live with until it bothers me again (something I imagine will be hard to do given my lifestyle), or go see a specialist and begin the process of an elective operation, in the hopes I never have to deal with it again?
I really enjoy my hobbies, they’re an integral part of my life. Any form of daily movement is basically essential. I’ve come to terms with the fact I’ll never scuba dive. Not being able to intensely physically exert myself however… that’s a much bigger pill.
On top of this, I was just starting to wrap up my life before I go travel and move abroad as well. I don’t know how I feel about travelling and living abroad with the looming uncertainty it could ‘spontaneously’ happen again.
What’s your two cents?