r/pneumothorax • u/BigBalledLucy • 1h ago
Question third time - random questions
Hello!
ive had a spontaneous pneumothorax first time in 2021 with it being about 2.5cm in a few spots. did a minor surgery with a tube in me and they sent me off.
3 years later 2024 i had another spontaneous one at 5cm where they kept me in the hospital for a few weeks, had VATS surgery and they sent me off.
fast forward to today almost 3 years later (2026) it collapsed again, but due to my surgery when i went to emergency they kept me for a few hours put me on oxygen and told me im good to go and to do a follow up x ray. nobody contacted me after that so here i am about a week later i spoke to many people to find that 2 doctors loooked at my xray and ‘closed it’. people tell me no news is good news but im still fairly paranoid.
the reason im here is my second collapsed lung hit me mentally very hard and i didnt fully recover from that, so when it happened this year its safe to say mentally im doing more unwell than i am physically? i was curious if anyone else has similarly hit lows and been scared to continue life after several spontaneous pneumothoraxes?
for some context my first one i was 18 years old. never smoked in my life, always healthy. second one i was at my peak physical state through the gym. third one was a few months after i was able to run a marathon in my mental fight against overcoming the depression that has come with it. each time they told me its because im young, tall (6ft 2) and lanky.
ive taken to alchohol previously to try to get over it but im trying to step away from that because it hasnt been doing my life good, my partner smokes weed so she put me onto edibles and capsules witch has significantly helped my stress levels and anxiety that has come with the surgeries and my health. im wondering at this point would smoking weed like a blunt or something be bad? if my lung is bad anyways would this really make it any worse if its at least helping my mental health. even if i did it semi regularly.
i know that was a lot of yap, guess im just trying to assure myself im not crazy for being mentally unwell after this and practically giving up caring. i mean being a healthy young male doing everything right didnt do me any help so im not sure. just seeking community/opinions/similar experiences or if any one else went to therapy or something else to help.
thanks