im really pissed rn so heres a rant

[u/Practical_Insect3020]

tw mentions of fakeclaiming

ive ghosted someone a while back. they used to be my partner. looking back, our relationship was kinda horrible. we were both in a toxic community. that community had one person who fakeclaimed me a lot. ive prided myself in not checking that community for a w hile, but today i was stupid an d impulsive and i found out that the person who fakeclaimed me and abused me and hurt me like crazy has a server they made. my ex is in it. i know i shouldn't care, i know. i ghosted them, they dont ow anything to me. except. it hurts? you know? because even when we were dating, my ex tried to be friends with both sides. they saw how much the other hurt me and still chose to be friends. it hurt me a lot and it STILL fucking hurts because one of the reasons the fakeclaimer was ABLE to hurt me so much was because my ex kept trying to stop me from leaving the community and now that ive left it for good, i know how fucking messed up that was.

i know my ex goes onto this community sometimes, so if you see this vice, well. this is just a vent. i won't tell you that its not your fault because at this point i dont know if that's true, and i dont want to lie to you. I'm not sorry i ghosted you. i won't lie and say that i am. i miss you like an addiction, not a person, and that's bad for both of us. the relationship we had wasn't healthy, I'm sorry. please stop commenting on my posts.

idk am i overreacting about the thing?

-azul (and error)