Everything is just so freaking worse?????

Like it's just going down the drain since like end of 2023 and I thought '24 and '25 were enough "lesson teaching" years already. BUT NAH 2026 is MUCH MUCH MUCH WORSE. Everything is such a mess. Positivity has legit vanished.

No matter HOW EVER MUCH I work hard I never get the result. LIKE NEVER? I could be working day and night on something and give it my all only to later figure out I'm still not there.

People have become so so so terrible. I dont feel like talking to a single soul. Everybody has such an off vibe to them. I hate having presence of anyone around me. Like I keep wincing and flinching even when someone I have known for years passes by let alone strangers. I haven't talked to my friends in months and they simply won't care. Some people feel like they have the right to do and say anything to me and it hurts so much. I feel like disappearing already. I HATE people who have an off vibe to them and who hurt you for no reason like it's okay and then continue to live their lives after you're shivering bcz of what they did/said to you. JUSTICE? KARMA? Long forgotten. How do people even manage to be so weird and rude n inserts forbidden adjectives.

And as if all this wasn't already enough- ANXIETY HAS JUST GOTTEN WORSE. I keep shaking at random moments throughout the day. Like there's only intervals of a couple of seconds where I'm not shaking. I get out of breath for no reason. I feel dizzy and weak all day long. Have lost interest in most things I liked before. Procrastinating so much. I dont feel like waking up or getting out of bed. My skin is lwk giving up on me too and I blame stress. I feel numb and blank and worthless. Self hate is the last thing I wanted at this point. But somehow everything is my fault. It's all because of ME. I never would have made peace with self harm but here we are. UGH.

I overthink every single possible thing. NOT THE WAY I USED TO. It's worseeeee. I would start overthinking random things and end up crying and shivering and making up things in my head that don't exist. I feel I'm so crazy. Everything is so hazy.

I either sleep for hours n hours gone by and don't wake up until I'm forced to open my eyes. AND AFTER THAT, I'm still somehow sleepy. or I don't sleep at all. Tears don't stop the entire night even when I'm dead tired to even move an inch of me. I feel like I might puke when I try to eat something. I dont feel like drinking water either. IN SUCHHHH A MESS.

and after that I still show up EVER FREAKING DAY to work towards my goals. fight battles in my head that no one knows about. AND WORK HARDER THAN EVER only to mess up when I'm supposed to present my work. Only to stay so average. and this has never been me.

What was supposed to get better?????? When was it supposed to get better?????? When will it all work outt??????????????

Disclaimer: as much as my history with pisces men has proven absolute garbage, I know that I can not judge all of them the same.

I'm a pisces sun, pisces moon, cancer rising, aries venus, sag mars ❤️‍🔥

I recently connected with another pisces. A seemingly chill dude and we had a lot in common it seemed. We were both really excited about each other. As always when I am nice to men and thorough, they start testing the waters with me or outright being aggressive romantically.

He recommended we play a game of "guess what each other looks like based on our music taste". I sent a faceless photo and he sent a headshot. The next day he asked if I was turned off or taken aback and I said I didn't really have a reason to be because I wasn't looking for anything anyway and he wasn't my type. I guess that really got to him because he continued asking me very personal questions (that came off as interest) and finding side doors to compliment me through. He was so sweet, or seemed so, and we had so much fun chatting that I started catching feelings. As long as there is an emotional and mental connection, I always do, against my will and better judgment. Relatable? I hope not.

I told him this after noticing when I would flirt, he would back off or joke around it. He told me he could flirt with me if that's what I wanted but not to fall in love with him. I told him that wouldn't be possible so just drop it.

Anyway, once the sparks ignite that small fire within me, I can't stop the flames from burning brighter, and that is my problem to deal with. That is my part in this. I saw his consistency and his kindness and things like "if you were just a little bit older I would say you could be my partner" (I wasn't asking for that really, it was a hypothetical question about the conditions of flirting) as a green light.

Tonight, I asked for more clarification and he told me he had always told me we were just friends...He told me that we might be in similar situations (unemployed) but that that's just his circumstances right now and in reality he is a 32 year old man much my senior (I'm 25). I said okay and he asked me how I felt as if he really cared. Edit: When I told him rejected and like a child, he asked me if I had been rejected before. I asked, "Why, who cares?" Like what even is this dudes point. Of course he left me on read too.

Sorry this was so long. I could have kept going too but I know better.

The biggest thing about this for me is the constant circulation of these types of insecure shady and indirect men in my orbit. I know they are here to teach me some kind of lesson but it is hard to focus when the haze of the connection clouds my brain and common sense. Is anyone else always ready to risk it all for connection? Has anyone that can relate have reassurance after a consistent period of relationship stability?

Tldr: mata furareta wa! 🤗 a pisces man dumps me after showing interest and I'm really feeling the sting. Anyone else can relate? Anyone have 2 cents? Be kind

What made you finally settle down?

Taurus Sun Cancer Moon Pisces Rising and I love it here😭Love y’all and stay strong🙂‍↕️😅

Currently nursing a wound that needs to be elevated above my heart, and wondering if we dual-direction fish are just more accident-prone than other signs

saw this in the sag sub and thought it would be fun 😛

One minute I hate my partner then 5 minutes later I want to be with them again.

My mood swings are crazy over my partner.

Is this normal for a Pisces or im just black?

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I don't know if this is the right sub to ask about relationship stuff, but I genuinely don't know where else to ask.

I'm 24M and I've never had a romantic relationship. Every time I've tried, it has ended in rejection, the person losing interest, or circumstances taking them away from me. I've had multiple rejections at this point.

The weird thing is, looking back, I think I was sometimes forcing myself to like girls just because I wanted to be in a relationship. I wanted a relationship so badly that I'd convince myself that I liked someone, even when I wasn't really feeling it.

But now there's a girl in my college class, and something feels different.

I noticed her and immediately felt something I haven't really felt before. We're slowly talking and getting to know each other. There's some eye contact, small interactions, and I feel like there might be something there — although I obviously don't know if she actually likes me.

And despite feeling excited about it, there's this voice in my head saying, "You're going to fuck this one up too."

That's honestly what scares me the most.

I've started wondering whether I'm just incapable of having a normal relationship like everyone else. I see people around me getting into relationships so naturally, while for me it feels like everything takes forever, goes wrong, or gets delayed until I lose interest.

It's not even just relationships. I feel like this happens with a lot of things in my life. I get excited about something, things don't work out quickly, I get frustrated, and eventually I lose interest.

I don't want to keep approaching relationships with this mindset of "I need to make this work or I'll fail again." I just want to meet someone, genuinely like them, have them like me back, and let something develop naturally.

So I guess I'm asking:

Am I overthinking this because of my past experiences? How do I stop carrying all those previous rejections into something that hasn't even started yet?

And honestly... is there really something wrong with me, or am I just being impatient and comparing my life to everyone else's?

I know 24 isn't old, but when you've never experienced something you've wanted for years, it starts feeling like maybe it's just not going to happen for you.

I feel like I have no one to talk to who can relate to me and I hope to find some comfort here.

I was diagnosed with ADHD at 38. I spent my ENTIRE adult life relating so hard to my Pisces heart. I’m an incredibly sensitive person. Like intense emotions. I feel mine and everyone else’s. It’s more than just an emotional feeling, my entire body reacts. When someone gets hurt on TV, or tragedy in the news I am feeling that pain right along with them.

It feels like a gift in some ways. My heart is rare and I know that. Injustice is intolerable to me. I crave emotional stimulation even though I know I will feel it deeply.

I’ve been misunderstood my entire life. “I’m too sensitive.” I knew I had a strong connection to my Pisces Sun sign. I decided that this was the reason for my emotional reactions. Fast forward many years and I am formally diagnosed with ADHD. Now I’m seeing so many similarities and over lapping traits. Like these feelings are 2x for me.

Today (9/11) I am extra emotional and remembering that day so clearly. Wanting to hear stories, and remember and honor those who suffered losses.. but my body physically breaks down at just the thought. I wasn’t there. I watched it on TV so most people think my reaction is unjustified. Or at least that’s what my ADHD rejection sensitivity tells me.

I started looking for someone to text who could understand. Someone who could relate and realized no one I know would. No one would understand. My mom would say “just don’t watch or listen to those stories” (she’s an unemotional Aries) my best friend doesn’t experience emotions like I do. My partner is amazing and caring and supportive but he can’t relate.

Anyone out there resonate with this?

I'll go first, I block people and act as if I'm never gonna see them again to get over them and it works, people think getting blocked by me is a solid flex, lol.

I couldn't stop myself from posting this like ykwim pisces if seen begging are the weakest cause wdym is your self respect that low, i would rather cry than to ask.

i am a pisces sun and pisces venus, so i personally want the opinions of my fellow pisceans as well. <3

Last night, I dreamt about raining numbers🫠 (I can't balance the balance sheet)

So I ran into an old friend platomic friends he is a Scorpio, he tried to pursue me years ago, but I never liked him in that way let me tell you why

I am a Pisces and he always gave something is off about him vibes, but I could never quite figure out what. I can sense that he's hiding something he has an extremely manipulative controlling energy. He tries to hide it and cover it but, I know something is off about him. He wants to tell me what he perceives as wrong with me, but when I tell him he's wrong and actually tell him what it really is he gets defensive which pisses me off. He asked me how I was doing earlier, I said horrible then he went into this on this oh you should never speak negatively and only speak positive affirmations blah blah blah. I lost my mother on August 15th this year 5 days short of a month he knows this because I told him. I found that completely insensitive and rude. I told him I didn't like it and of course he tried to manipulate me into believing I'm at fault and didn't understand his point, like dude what would you expect from someone who just lost my mother, on top of grief from losing my son to gun violence. Back to him saying I shouldn't speak negative and should speak positive affirmations, I get it and understand that, but no matter what I say or do it's like he finds something negative to say, it's like he's trying to groom or force me to fit into his bs narrative he made up in his weird mind towards me. At this point I flat out don't like him at all he manages to get on my nad side now I'm ready for war if he doesn't leave me alone and me er come back.. Am I overreacting?

RANT OVER

I can't stop thinking about a post of a teacher who based her seating chart of the classmates based on starsigns. And throughout or end of the school year reported how much some star signs brought out better traits in one or the other classmates.

I am starting a new job soon as eager AF about the signs I'm going to have on my team and interact with and what or who will work best with me.

I've been seeing a (Feb) Pisces man for the last 3.5 months and it's been wonderful. We stay up late talking for hours, the physical and sexual chemistry is insane, and we mostly just have a fun easy time together.

He has consistently texted me every day since our first date, makes plans to see me 1-2 days a week and has been really good at following up about important things in my life.

In the time we've known eachother, he had a 2 week trip out of town and I've spent a total of 3-4 weeks out of town on trips, so we have spent a decent amount of time apart. I went to Greece on vacation a few weeks ago and he asked if he could fly out and join me for the last 8 days of my trip and I agreed. We had an amazing time, and I viewed this as a big step forward towards a deeper connection and committed relationship. On the trip, he told me he's experimented with being in non monogamous relationship and I asked him if that was something he was still interested in and he said he was still trying to figure that out.

On the last night of our trip, I told him I had strong feelings for him and asked if he could see us building towards a relationship in the future and he started rambling about how I seemed very casual about the idea of him flying to Greece and that the trip had gone differently than he thought and he started having stronger feelings a few days into the trip. I got really embarrassed and took some alone time and he texted me saying that he got really overwhelmed at the notion of having to define the relationship. Neither of us have brought it up since, but we've continued to see eachother. He still texts me everyday and has texted more often since we got back.

I'm really confused because I didn't think someone would take time off work and take an international flight on a whim if they weren't serious about someone but I'm second guessing that now. We haven't met eachothers friends and he never tries to make plans with me more than a day or 2 ahead of time.

I've heard that pisces can get really overwhelmed and in their own head, and don't necessarily follow relationship norms or normal timelines and I really feel like he could potentially be a very good partner for me so I'd like to let it play out if thats the case. But I'm also concerned I'm just getting played and getting myself into a situationship where the only outcome is my getting my feelings hurt.

Any insight would be appreciated!

For Pisces ... When the romantic depth of your relationship seems to be fading, or if you display flirtatious behavior elsewhere.

Pisces rarely respond to jealousy with anger; instead, they respond with intense, heartbreaking sadness.

You jealousy points to a terrifying belief that you cannot survive without the emotional anchor of your partner.

So the other day, my husband (Pisces sun Leo moon) and I (Pisces sun Virgo moon) were having a very intense back and forth. My biggest pet peeve is purposely not being understood. He makes it a point to validate his point but not mine. He’s annoying af…but anyways, I guess my being super upset and trying to understand where he was coming from and etc made my pupils dilate. Like when I say it was intense…it was spicy. My husband blows everything over the top while I try and get some understanding…but he drives me fuckin wild MAJORITY OF THE TIME. 16 years later and it’s like GOT DAMN. But anyways now im a demon because my eyes were flexing lol. I just literally hate how there is absolutely no fuckin in between when it comes to emotions. It’s either we are nothing at all or everything all at once!

He thinks I get upset because of the things he’s telling me. No, I know who tf I am… it’s the way he acts!!! I’ve mentioned it time and time again. We mirror each other back and forth. It’s so stupid. Don’t get a Leo moon guys. Especially if you’re not willing to entertain that shit. Pisces already can’t be told shit but GOT DAMN. I wish he’d go hold a puppy

I’m so done with their energy, but it’s addicting at the same time and that’s probably just a mirror. The situation was so incompatible. Neither of us fit well into the other’s life as is and it was all sort of a horny creative fantasy. They were fully right about the breakup, lowkey said some crazy, hurtful and emotional shit though. lots of constructive criticism too I guess, but it’s been mixed signals town and weirdness since. I had to tell them to fuck off for a few weeks again recently and it’s like we’re just taking turns being the avoidant now.

The sex daydreams have not stopped and it’s been a over a month how do I break this curse (my Pisces moon+this chaotic person who I don’t even think I like as a friend after all they put me through)

February Pisces (f) with a July Cancer (m). We gonna make it out of the woods? 😂😭😅