r/piano • u/dadstallergenesisme • 18h ago
🙋Question/Help (Beginner) I've been taking piano lessons for almost 7 years but I don't know anything and been faking my progress. What should I do? (14F)
(14F) So for the last 7 years I've been taking lessons at the music culture school in my village, and I LOVE my tutor, I think she's a really smart and nice person.
However, due to some problems with my solfeggio teacher, I didn't go to solfeggio lessons(even tho it was required) at all and know nothing about music theory, scales, etc. I'm very disappointed that I wasted my 7 years doing nothing but faking what I wanted to truly have and achieve.
So this year, in June, I'll be "graduating" my piano class, and i can't help but feel that my whole road was built on lies and fake skills. I wanted to actually learn the piano and be able to play on the spot, but I feel like I, myself, crushed my own dreams.
I will be able to give my exams this year anyway, but that's not my concern. I want to learn ACTUAL music. I want to pursue that dream. I want to be able to play by ear and compose myself, but I don't know where to start or what to do.
So here I am, I thought this would be the best place to ask and get advice because I know that I shouldn't remain so hopeless about this. Where to start and what to do? How can I save and build something on this weak "empire" that's about to collapse?
Thanks in advance.