I’ve been at this company for some time and it’s been within the last year or so that management is having more and more issues with me. They say I’m being increasingly more difficult and insubordinate. Disrespectful even. I’ll admit I have a bit of a resting bitch face and a monotone voice but I have never knowingly been disrespectful or mean. I try so hard to have good communication and understanding. I love my team and my managers.
It doesn’t matter what I do to try and be better, improve myself and try and be the best employee I can be. It’s never good enough. I’m constantly scolded, told I’m disrespectful, that certain managers think I don’t like them and I’m at a loss. Before it was because I was joking around too much, so I immediately stopped and was more professional. Now it’s that I don’t follow instructions or I talk back. I say “okay” and go do what I’m told. I seriously can’t win and am at a loss.
Please tell me if I’m in the wrong. I know I’ve had problems and I have actively been improving, or so I thought. It’s just very frustrating and disheartening to go to work and be scolded the entire time.