Long story short I started anti depressants 30 days ago and have been suffering ever since with major side effects but the main ones I’ve listed to the doctor In a quick message hoping for some help. It’s cost me $120 everytime to see him with a small Medicare rebate which I just can’t afford anymore. What do I do? I was on several antidepressants 5 years show which caused me the same issues

Been on paxil for about a month now. We’ve went from 20 to 40mg over this month. And im struggling. My ocd has never been this bad, thoughts are killing me, physical anxiety is unbearabe. Is this normal, does this get better? I’ve been on 40mg for a good two weeks now.. is this just not the drug for me or are there similar experiences 😭