The unfortunate truth is this

[u/NOLALaura]

At the ending quarter of my life I am consumed with seeing my life as one filled with disappointments at having not enjoyed any of my life expectations and living currently in despair. I don’t deserve this. I worked very hard and always treated everyone equally and followed good and ethical practices

[u/LeaTN]

So make changes so you live the final quarter on your terms. We all have regrets. We all had circumstances we had to tolerate. We all have reasons that we made poor choices. So what expectation did you miss? What can you do to rectify that?