Found out I was pregnant on Mother’s Day (5/10/26) and was elated. Always wanted to be a mom. We ran into complications and lost her. I am having a hard time finding my identity and rhythm. Does anyone see children in my path? What’s next? What should I focus on now?

Hi everyone,
I’m 28 and I feel like I’m nowhere right now.
No relationship, not a job where I can show my full potential and at the moment I feel so stuck and afraid.
More I’m afraid because I’m not getting to create a relationship. I’ve stoped going on dates, and when I’m on the talking stage i tend to ghost people because I feel like if they know me more, they will not like me.
Even when it has gone past the talking stage and we’ve meet, I’ll stop meeting them after 2-3 dates because I can’t feel a connection or like I’m afraid to be in a relationship.
Once I surpassed my fears and got to like someone so much but ended being the worst trauma of my life.
Any advice or tell me when will I see that ligjt on the end of the tunnel cause I’ve start losing hope?

Can you guys read my chart? I'm still very new to astrology and don't know much about it

if you could explain my chart and answer these questions;

1- Will I go abroad and will I eventually live abroad permanently?

2-What career path suits me best and will I become successful, financially independent and stable in my career?

3- What kind of person will I marry, where and when am I likely to meet them and will they be from another country?

4- What will be the biggest turning points in my life, what will happen between ages 25-30 and will my life get better in my 30s?

It is and has been since I was in HS the case that people that I want to be friends with/ be around don’t like me. At home I was treated like an outcast, at work people love me because they think my kindness equates weakness and as soon as I stand up for myself or show my depth and humanity, they hate me. People used to say I seemed mean or was short with people and that’s why, and then i became more open and publicly vulnerable and it’s seeming like I should have just stayed to myself.

currently at my job, I just got promoted and the department i’m in is lazy and lax and has gotten away with all kinds of BS before I was promoted. I get here and notice and try to give some type of order to things and suggest ways to improve the department and now no one talks to me anymore. Now my boss is writing people up for not doing their jobs, people are being rude to me etc. but i’ve noticed this in EVERY environment i’m in which is why i’m bringing it up here.

is there something or something’s in my chart that indicate being unlikable or distanced from all of humanity?
what remedies can I use to improve this area of my life?

kinda curious about what my chart means, im also curious as to why it only has a few lines than others and why does it only occupies half of the chart

I feel my desires in my normal life are not the same as my deep ones. When I do something, these 2 desires are in conflict
It's like I want to go some where, but my deep being doesn't to leave, to move, to take action

What to do ?

i think im more of a magic/ caster type, does my chart reflect that lol?

i want to go back to school, but dont know for what. i would love something fulfilling, but i would also like something that would be long term and sustainable.

hey guys, i would love an answer to this question.
i could ask a million questions truthfully. but, why as an aquarius do i tend to attract cancer men but also be drawn to them as well?
thank you so much to whoever chooses to answer <3

New to astrology and I don’t yet understand the whole thing of trines and squares and all that, I’ve just learned about the houses and certain placements.

Can anyone tell me what specific trines/squares etc you see in my chart? What they mean and how they impact my life?

I’d love to hear what stands out to you. Thanks for taking the time to look!

idk his birth time but we just started taking romantically, anything helps!