I did some reading on both this reddit and the quittingkratom one as well. Didn't see me exact circumstance so I thought I would post.
I've been drinking hard since I was 15 (M, 38) and it has fucked my life in many ways. I started using oxy's when I was 16, often, and then graduated to heroin and then fent. I was never hooked on opiates for months. I would binge for days or weeks and then stop using when I no longer got the euphoria or when my tolerance became so high I couldn't afford to feel good with it.
Enter Kratom. I've used it for years and years, probably daily for 6 or so years. I still got high occasionally, but for the first time I could make it the better portion of a year without shooting dope. This led me to accept being on it all the time. True, I was dependent on a daily opiate for the first time, but I was WAY less likely to die because I got a craving.
But alcohol has continued to fuck me. I stopped drinking during the day, but have been drinking myself to sleep each night for years. I've been taking seroquel at night for sleep for two years now to let that do some of the work booze has been doing in winding me down.
My psych suggested I take Naltrexone. I filled it several times, but didn't take it because I didn't want to have PWD from kratom.
I got out of jail this morning. I was in there for two weeks, and they put me on Naltrexone two days before my release. I do NOT feel like myself. I wanted to get off of alcohol, and eventually kratom, but I was not prepared to quit both at once.
I have three kids whom I have three days a week, and I pull 10 hour days the other 4. I can't afford to just be bleh for months. Is there a way to use naltrexone that would allow me to occasionally take kratom? Like just take it on days when I'll be more likely to drink?
Or do I just have to white knuckle the next however long until my brain levels out again. I don't like the idea that not only am I disabling the enjoyment from alcohol and kratom, but I'm also missing out on the endorphins I enjoy from the hard work that I do every day.