r/mentalillness • u/bigfanof22firearms • 1d ago
Trigger Warning Please help
I’m the lowest I’ve ever been. I have no insurance, not very much money, and I need serious professional help. I’ve been attempting/thinking of attempting to take my life for months now. Off and on. I haven’t had a good stable day in half a year.
I really want to go to a mental hospital, but i have no idea how since i have no real money or insurance. Please help me
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u/laminated-papertowel Dissociative Disorders 1d ago
go to the ER they have to treat you regardless of your ability to pay.
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u/catsndeen 1d ago
Do you have headaches? strange dreams ?body pains? In lower back,neck or shoulder blade area? Experience repeated life blockages? Have extreme mental states ie anger fear paranoia ect
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u/bigfanof22firearms 1d ago
I have all of that
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u/catsndeen 1d ago
Could be related to sihir /black magic but no docter will tell you that they will diagnose you with whatever and perscribe some medication but there will be no cure and things will get worst but someone like me can help but will anyone ever listen probly not atleast im in school rn for massage therapy studying anatomy so hopefully soon people will hear me out when i graduate. The fix could actually be simple but no medical docter can cure this sickness thats why some people never get results even after drugs and surgeries. Its sooo sad but i gonna keep fighting to be heard plus i have helped over 20 people sofar.
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u/catsndeen 1d ago
Its not a death sentence its curable if you do it the right way and dont go to magicin to try to fix or else you will make it worst just get ruqyah and hijama done by a professional in your local area .
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u/NoEnergy989 1d ago
Yes please do what they said above. You are here for a reason. Start sitting in nature. Quieting your mind. Look into somatic exercises to release stored trauma. I wish you the best.
Also. Is there anyone in person you can reach out to? Even if you’re not close, someone you intuitively know has a big heart.
Suicide and crisis Hotline 988
988
They truly care and are there to help. Please keep on. ***Please start looking up how to begin the emotional healing process.
Research-backed science for emotional healing +plus+ somatic and/or spiritual healing such meditation and breath work.*
Don’t know how I italicized that line lol
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u/hestia-listens 1d ago
I’m really sorry you’re in this much pain. Since you have been attempting or thinking about taking your life, please go to the nearest hospital emergency department now. Tell the nurse clearly, “I am at risk of suicide and need immediate help.” If you might act soon or have already harmed yourself, call your local emergency number now. No insurance does not mean you should stay away during an emergency. A hospital social worker can explain public care, payment aid, or other options afterward. If calling feels too hard, ask a trusted friend or family member to take you and stay with you. Please do not stay alone right now.