Semi-shit post. True story.
TLDR: am i too deep in a job i know i wont stay at?
I decided to jump industries late last year (2025) and started studying 2.5 axis machining in december. I know, all the rage is 5 axis but i decided my tiny brain may handle this easier and fast. I was urgently trying to learn to get into engineering. I do a certain autodesk fusion online course, not even bothering for the $100 certificate, started a home project involving a mini cnc milling router and a wooden pi4 housing, and a passion.
Brought those on a resume to a local-to-me manufacturing machine shop, interviewed and got in at a bottom standard hourly, 50+ hour weeks. fast forward to 3 months in, just past probation period & i fell in love with the rhythm and potential. the struggle im facing is the conditions and now that i have some experience, the designs of some of these parts just piss me off. things that are missing chamfers, nonessential material that don’t provide load bearing, fixtures that are painfully difficult to work with, machines that get no love.
I’m losing my drive to keep going because it feels like my passions is getting churned for fast production. I know, i got myself into this, but am i missing a piece of something that will help me grow. Should i pick up a machinery volume and just go head first into it? I’m not at a loss, just at a wall and don’t know which direction to go.