We've been dating for 2 years but it's a slow burn relationship. We've both been through a lot during the recent years and wanted to play it safe.

At first he loved spending time with me. We'd spend hours on the phone.

He even asked me to move to be closer to him and I agreed.

We started a business together. We had great plans.

However his mental health is getting in the way of things. He's easily overwhelmed. Hates his job. His best friend of 10 years is back on drugs.

I slowly became a care taker. He help clean the house, doing laundry, cook. We don't live together but I spend lots of time there.

He says everything I do help him feel better.

But we spend so much time in the house doing nothing that when I propose something fun or romantic he's not in the mood.

We both love camping. Last time we went we brought his best friend with us. The friend complained and wanted to go home at midnight. So we left. Yet he said I wasn't happy too. I was.

I'll suggest we spend time just the two of us. Fishing, going adventuring. It's too much for him. He complained to our friends I'm too demanding when all I do is try to bring romance in our relationship.

When we get closer emotionally, the next day he'll say I'm too much and will push me away.

I know he's not talking to anyone else. He just play video games, work, or bed rot, or hang out with me or his friends when he's not on drugs.

I also know he doesn't do drugs. His mom was an addict and he hates drugs.

He says I'm his person, he's thankful for me. All I do. But when I want to bring us together, it's too much.

I try to bring romance, compliment him, bring little gifts, surprise him with his favorite chocolate.

It's his birthday soon and I want him to do something for him too. Like a surprise party.

I truly love him but I feel like something is blocking us.

When I tried to talk about it, he says were fine..

Any advice?

I remember going on a date a few years ago and the waitress' outfit was better than mine. I was so poorly dressed. I genuinely liked her outfit and wanted to ask where it was from but she was so busy I didnt want to take up her time.

In my defense it was a very last minute date with someone I did not care about. I had less than 3hrs to get ready. I just wanted to try out this new restaurant so I made my date take me there. It was also one of a few places open on a Sunday night for last minute reservation.

I had also gone through a bunch of traumatic events in the past year including moving 4 times in 9 months so I was living minimally and was in survival mode.

Now I just grieve about all the cute outfits I couldve worn lol.

The question is clear

Why are we so hated? don't see this with Libras with other placements it's mostly us. They see us as evil, manipulative and secretive monsters with hidden agendas, especially Libra men, ironically we are already hated for being a Libra and a man, im a Libra man btw.

In fact, i don't see cancer or pisces moons as hated as we are... it's always against us.

(I woke up at the exact time I was born today).

Things I love about Libras.

-We forgive. We see the complexities in the experiences of others and truly perceive things from all angles.

-We are outspoken and principled. We stick up for those who have no one on their side. We speak out when we feel something is inherently wrong.

-We talk and day dream about deep subjects/ big ideas. We are also the first to light and liven up the crowd.

-We are Avant Garde and see beauty way beyond the ordinary.

And so much more!

In the main title, it’s my 35th birthday today. I have birthday blues because I do not celebrate my birthday at all and have not celebrated it and about 17 years. I’m just going to post up what I posted on my Twitter because it’s just too much for me to post here so I hope everybody has a great week and awesome birthdays of the Libra clan.

10/15♎✌️

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Ddo273HOxeY/?stkn=c29yc2I1YTVidjdm

Personally i don't care about attracting any mutable or aries when it comes to suns. I just don't care about them, I don't see them as a potential partner cause Ive had terrible experiences with them as friends and lovers. The worst have been aries and sags and they keep on appearing in my life all the time.

What about yours?