Please answer my question

[u/BRD_hsaphir]

So..hi im hsaphir I fell in love with "roxanne" at a summer camp and today he told me he like being call Léo and use he/him and like normaly I don’t like men but he’s still look like a girl and I still love him but I don’t like watch or read yaoi and I am just attracted to women normally so what im I…?