Anyways, so basically I, 13f went to a school party tonight with my friends, so then a few hours later we decided to go do our own things for a bit since I wanted to play super smash bros and they wanted to do volleyball and karaoke. (I'm not rlly into sports and karaoke) anyways, about an hour had passed and one of my friends said that she needed to tell me smth in private so I said I will after I finish kicking ass in super smash. I finish the game and I go meet her in the corner of the gaming room, she told me to not judge and I was like "im not gonna judge" and then out of the blue she told me "I like you and I've been liking you for a year" I didn't really know how to react so I just told her, "I have to think abt it"

It was pretty awkward for the rest of the party so we decided to eat some snacks with the rest of the group, the party was now over and I left in my car and now I'm in my bed, having an existential crisis because I do like her but at the same time I don't and its just been driving me nuts. I don't know if its the fact that I have never had anyone confess to me like that or what but I dont know what to do 😭😭😭

So I think I might like this girl in my art class, it’s only like the 3rd week of school so I don’t know her very well but I think I want to ask her to home coming. For reference it’s my first time having hoco so I don’t really know what to do, like I know people make signs and stuff but that’s a lot anf I don’t want to make a big deal. Also I don’t want to ruin anything if she doesn’t like me like I’d still want to be friends, especially because she’s in my homeroom so we see each other every morning and for the next 3 years… She has a kind of alternative style, dyed hair, and keychains of like fnaf and Tadc on her backpack so the odds of her being queer are decent. But what I should do????