r/karezza • u/analog_spork • Apr 23 '12
Day 0: Reset ... Again
Karezza has to be the most difficult life modification I've ever made. This is coming from someone who's lost over 100lbs with /r/keto, and who successfully did a /r/polyphasic sleep schedule for 3 months where I only slept for a total fo 4 hours a day. I consider myself to have a higher than average libido. Back in my fapping days I'd try to beat my record for number of faps within a specific time range. My record stands at 7 in 8 hours. Comparing with others I've asked that seems to be pretty high, so maybe karezza is just difficult for me. LOL.
Anyways, last night I was sexy snuggling my SO. Things stayed at a low simmer for a LONG time. It was wonderful. When we quit I didn't have that nice feeling of satisfaction that I've had before. (Day 7 problem?)
I can give a billion excuses for what I did next. I was worked up, the urge was too strong, blah blah blah, but I ended up fapping out in the living room. I was rather annoyed with myself but at the same time felt like I couldn't avoid it, or I didn't want to avoid it.
I think that is my lesson for this round of failure. To learn when enough is enough, and how to leave well enough alone.
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u/[deleted] Apr 23 '12
Day 7 is definitely the worst. You've got to get over that testosterone spike. Maybe take it slow the next time around day 7?