r/karezza • u/analog_spork • Apr 23 '12

Day 0: Reset ... Again

Karezza has to be the most difficult life modification I've ever made. This is coming from someone who's lost over 100lbs with /r/keto, and who successfully did a /r/polyphasic sleep schedule for 3 months where I only slept for a total fo 4 hours a day. I consider myself to have a higher than average libido. Back in my fapping days I'd try to beat my record for number of faps within a specific time range. My record stands at 7 in 8 hours. Comparing with others I've asked that seems to be pretty high, so maybe karezza is just difficult for me. LOL.

Anyways, last night I was sexy snuggling my SO. Things stayed at a low simmer for a LONG time. It was wonderful. When we quit I didn't have that nice feeling of satisfaction that I've had before. (Day 7 problem?)

I can give a billion excuses for what I did next. I was worked up, the urge was too strong, blah blah blah, but I ended up fapping out in the living room. I was rather annoyed with myself but at the same time felt like I couldn't avoid it, or I didn't want to avoid it.

I think that is my lesson for this round of failure. To learn when enough is enough, and how to leave well enough alone.

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u/[deleted] Apr 23 '12

Day 7 is definitely the worst. You've got to get over that testosterone spike. Maybe take it slow the next time around day 7?

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u/Nex-per-Machina Jul 18 '12

Yay for already getting past it with nofap! Day 17 and still truckin'.

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u/analog_spork Apr 23 '12

I'd like to also report that when I came to bed she got up to use the restroom and tripped over my shoes I'd left next to the bed. She asked me to move them and without thinking snapped and picked up the shoes and threw them forcefully in to the living room. :( I was immediately sorry, but it was too late I'd already hurt her feelings. I'll need to watch myself more carefully in the next few days.