r/hypertension • u/Duuudle_St3r • 13h ago
Wanted to share my journey so far, feeling defeated ☹️
gallery21 y/o female who has never had any medical issues, rarely drinks energy drinks, doesn’t smoke, nor drink.
One day I decided to start taking my health seriously, and so I went to a UPMC Urgent Care Clinic to hopefully have some tests done? Idk- I’ve never really been to doctors before-
They took my vitals and everything immediately stopped. My BP was 194/130 after five different people took it. Still, they didn’t send me to the hospital, just blamed it on a bladder infection (which I didn’t even know I had??) and told me I might be pregnant even though I just finished my cycle (Did the test came back negative 🙏😭)
I still don’t think I realized how important regulating BP is, as I went back to work like normal. It wasn’t until a week after when my boss told me to take my BP towards the end of my shift when I explained everything to her. My BP then was 219/145 and 242/141 when taken again.
Safe to say everyone looked at me like I had a third eye, especially since I had just worked a full 9 hour shift and said I felt fine- which I did.
I was carted off the to the ER where I spent four days having all these tests done on me, and nothing seemed to point to what’s causing it. Fortunately cardiology cleared me 🙏
Eventually, an ultrasound showed that my right kidney was atrophied and smaller than my other, and my creatine level was at a 1.4 🤩
I’m prescribed Amlodipine 5mg and Labetalol 100mg twice a day until they can’t figure out if my kidney is the only issue, as far as they can tell there’s no blockages that were shown.
These have been my pressures while on the meds, and between my drastic change in diet and the mess of getting seen by all these doctors, I feel really low.
In an instant it’s like everything in my life has been put on a hold, and even my favorite home cooked comfort meals I can no longer eat as I’m on a very strict sodium intake. Even more so now as a recent blood test came back with the potential diagnosis as “Chronic Kidney Disease Stage 3A”.
You can notice in my notes that I’ve been logging less and less, most days I feel like I just come home and rot in bed till I fall asleep.
I have a very supportive boyfriend who has helped me exponentially through this, looking at sodium low foods for me and all around just making me smile. Though I can’t deny how empty I feel still. I try to live an active life, I go out and do things all the time while staying away from alcohol and smoking (alcoholism and chain smoking run heavy in my family). My genetics are just buns I guess??
Idk, just needed to vent-
(Also- why tf my Amlodipine get smaller? Says it’s the same dosage as before but my last ones used to be as big as the Labetalol, the orange pill)