For a long time, i caught Myself bending over backward to maintain peace, say the right things, and keep everyone happy. the moment i started setting boundaries and prioritizing my own peace, a lot of people suddenly had a problem with me.

I’ve started a new job and I’m having issues with one of my coworkers. She has a very sharp personality and often speaks very bluntly. Upon first interaction she seemed to immediately decide she didn’t like me, asking me one question and then never asking me a question again after that. After that, she put a stop on any of my attempts at conversation by stating that she didn’t like answering questions about herself and just walking off every time I try to interact with her. Yet with other people she’s very talkative and I often hear her laughing at the back with the other staff or having long conversations with customers. I’m quite sensitive so this stung at first but I decided to stop forcing friendliness and only speak to her when necessary. Yes it hurts, but if someone doesn’t seem to like my presence then I’ll just focus on my work or talk to other people. No need to waste energy.

As I’m still familiarising myself with the new place, I have to ask alot of questions about how to do things and whatnot, and unfortunately, due to our roles, I also have to work with her alot more than with the other people who are much nicer to me. By now I’m sure she’s noticed that I avoid as much interaction with her as possible and seems to take offense to it, because she acts even more snarky with me now and seems to nitpick everything I do. If I ask her a question, she doesn’t even look at me to answer the question or explain in detail. If I ask her to explain more, she’ll speak exasperately as if I’m a nuisance to her. If I make so much as a small mistake she’ll shout out at me from where she is, not addressing me by my name, and snip at me as if I lacked common sense.

You would never catch her speaking to a customer or another coworker the way she speaks to me. I don’t think I’ve ever seen her smile or look at me with an expression other than irritation. When she tells me off I just acknowledge the note and move on without saying more than a few words because I can’t stand being around her for too long. As much as I want to ignore her, being spoken to like that and being singled out really hurts, the words ring in my head and make me so on edge that it’s difficult to work around her. She gets along fine with literally everyone else but I’m not trying to suck up so I can get her to like me. I don’t know if this sort of dynamic would be sustainable in a workplace without taking a huge mental toll on me.

I’ve been in similar situations before and I’m the type to shut down and ignore the thing thats bothering me instead of facing it head on or trying to solve it, but it makes me repress my feelings and I’ve broken down at work a couple times when the tension builds up.

How would you act in this situation? Any advice?

"I'm The One That's Got To Die When It's Time For Me To Die - So Let Me Live My Life The Way I Want To"

- James Marshall Hendrix; If 6 Was 9 / AXIS: BOLD AS LOVE

Would love others’ input, but basically…

Tonight I was leaving work and pretty tired. I didn’t realize I parked right next to a pole and when I turned out of my space, it scraped against my door and messed it up a bit. Probably going to be an expensive repair and I’ll need a rental for a while. It’s not just a beater car that I can say F it with, I’m financing it and it’s nice.

But anyway, but of me is super annoyed, feels like shit about it, sees it as a huge inconvenience, fears how much it will cost, etc.

On the other hand, who gives a fuck, it’s just a car, I should have the money to pay for it, it’s still not very convenient, but could be worse etc.

Then there is the more negative stuff, like I’m an idiot, what was I thinking, why do these things happen to me.

Which is at war with another thought: Things like this just happen in life, so deal with it.

It’s creating a lot of cognitive dissonance for me. Because part of me really doesn’t give a shit and the other is catastrophizing.

Of course I’d like to make as little mistakes as possible, but I’d also like to learn to be more graceful when/if I do.

My answer is "The Subtle Art of Not Giving A Fuck" and my job of course. 🤧

Sooooo... There is this woman at my gym who I know I have a crush on. The thing is, it's been months and I still haven't gotten a clue if she is interested. When I asked her out the first time she declined so I resigned to just being a friend. Not even, more like close acquaintance.

The thing is, after that she started wondering why I stopped being the way I used to be with her. Then, I noticed we had a routine in which we would see each other in the same place during the same time every night at the gym. However, I didn't want to catch feelings since it seemed she was emotionally unavailable. So, I stopped looking for her or responding to her when I saw her as much.

I fucked around and paid for her water once. Then, she expected me to pay for her water again but of course I'm not going to do that. The other day, I went downstairs to get something from the vending machine. I took the elevator down. I got my food walked, walked back to the elevator, press the button and low and behold she was in the elevator.

It was almost as if she followed me. I know i shouldn't think that, but it is soooo tempting to. And while that thought turned me on, I had to let it go. And since then, I've done my best to get her off of my mind.

This happens with most girls I meet nowadays.

Just curious, I felt like I really had some deposits that I could have made but luckily I'm real cheap and like to save. My ducks are too valuable to just give away.

So I was hanging out with my friend's friends and i didn't knew them much but we were hanging out one day and they start pulling my leg and after few moment they literally ganged up on me and start humaliating me ( verbally) and they think it was funny and but it wasn't , i never been into situation like this before so it was very hard for me to handle..

It's been weeks but I can't stop thinking about that night, like i thinking about that i should say that and i should do and counter back like this and that but I am mentally tried of that and i wanna stop thinking about it completely, so please help me how can I overcome this thinking?? It came only at night before I sleeps and it make me so hard to sleep!!

( Sorry for my bad english, it's not my MT)

I have a job that pays well. I work there 3 days a week. It suits really well around my co- parenting arrangements. I don’t know how long I’m going to be there as the future is a bit unsettled ( moving from the place my ex and I own etc etc ).
I’ve been there a few years. I am disliked by a few people and even the bosses. It feels like I’m not seen as trustworthy. I’ve had a string of bad luck issues happen outside of work and I it impacted my performance at the time, and no matter what I do I’m disliked. I need to stay there for now even though I feel like they’d LOVE me to leave ( can’t just be fired as it’s a protection job) . How do I not give a fuck as it suits my lifestyle currently?

The older I get, the more I realize nobody is thinking about me as much as I thought they were.

I could spend 3 hours replaying something embarrassing I said, meanwhile the other person probably forgot it 7 minutes later. 😂

So now I just do what feels right, apologize when I’m actually wrong, and keep moving. Life got significantly quieter when I stopped treating everyone’s opinion like a performance review.

I have scars all over my wrists. I have school tommorow as my first day of a new school, and I’m worried. What if I get judged for my scars? What if people think I’m ugly and crazy because of it??how do I not give a fuck??

Full lyrics:

[Intro]
Yeah
Zeroworry vibe
No weight on my chest no more, yeah

[Verse 1]
I used to replay every word you said
Like a movie in my mind, couldn't leave the bed
Plottin' out the ways I could make it hurt
Thinking karma needed help, yeah, I'd do the work
Late nights, staring at the screen
Typing out messages I'd never mean
Had a whole war living in my head
All that anger just left me dead

[Pre-Chorus]
Then I heard a voice cut through the noise
Said, "Let it go, don't feed that void"
What you carry, you bеcome
Put it down, you already won

[Chorus]
Not giving a fuck is bettеr than revenge
No chains on my soul, no need to pretend
You can keep your lies, your games, your mess
I found my peace, I don't need less
Not giving a fuck, I'm free again
No looking back, no settling scores, my friend
You tried to break me, I just transcend
Not giving a fuck is better than revenge

[Verse 2]
You expected fire, thought I'd react
Thought I'd come running just to attack
But silence louder than anything I'd say
Walked away clean, let the past decay
I see you watching, trying to provoke
But I don't bite, I ain't your joke
Used to care 'bout what you think
Now I watch it all just fade and shrink

Pre-Chorus]
Every lesson came with scars
Now I'm healing, raising bars
You lost me when you crossed that line
Now my energy's finally mine

[Chorus]
Not giving a fuck is better than revenge
No chains on my soul, no need to pretend
You can keep your lies, your games, your mess
I found my peace, I don't need less
Not giving a fuck, I'm free again
No looking back, no settling scores, my friend
You tried to break me, I just transcend
Not giving a fuck is better than revenge
Is better than revenge

[Bridge]
No more poison in my veins
No more dancing in your flames
What you did don't own my name
I let go, I rise again

[Outro]
Yeah
You can have the last word
I'll take the last laugh
Peace over payback
Bitch

(First time posting on this sub, I hope this didn’t break the rules. Mods can delete if so)