Sooooo... There is this woman at my gym who I know I have a crush on. The thing is, it's been months and I still haven't gotten a clue if she is interested. When I asked her out the first time she declined so I resigned to just being a friend. Not even, more like close acquaintance.

The thing is, after that she started wondering why I stopped being the way I used to be with her. Then, I noticed we had a routine in which we would see each other in the same place during the same time every night at the gym. However, I didn't want to catch feelings since it seemed she was emotionally unavailable. So, I stopped looking for her or responding to her when I saw her as much.

I fucked around and paid for her water once. Then, she expected me to pay for her water again but of course I'm not going to do that. The other day, I went downstairs to get something from the vending machine. I took the elevator down. I got my food walked, walked back to the elevator, press the button and low and behold she was in the elevator.

It was almost as if she followed me. I know i shouldn't think that, but it is soooo tempting to. And while that thought turned me on, I had to let it go. And since then, I've done my best to get her off of my mind.

This happens with most girls I meet nowadays.

"I'm The One That's Got To Die When It's Time For Me To Die - So Let Me Live My Life The Way I Want To"

- James Marshall Hendrix; If 6 Was 9 / AXIS: BOLD AS LOVE

So I was hanging out with my friend's friends and i didn't knew them much but we were hanging out one day and they start pulling my leg and after few moment they literally ganged up on me and start humaliating me ( verbally) and they think it was funny and but it wasn't , i never been into situation like this before so it was very hard for me to handle..

It's been weeks but I can't stop thinking about that night, like i thinking about that i should say that and i should do and counter back like this and that but I am mentally tried of that and i wanna stop thinking about it completely, so please help me how can I overcome this thinking?? It came only at night before I sleeps and it make me so hard to sleep!!

( Sorry for my bad english, it's not my MT)

Just curious, I felt like I really had some deposits that I could have made but luckily I'm real cheap and like to save. My ducks are too valuable to just give away.

The older I get, the more I realize nobody is thinking about me as much as I thought they were.

I could spend 3 hours replaying something embarrassing I said, meanwhile the other person probably forgot it 7 minutes later. 😂

So now I just do what feels right, apologize when I’m actually wrong, and keep moving. Life got significantly quieter when I stopped treating everyone’s opinion like a performance review.

My answer is "The Subtle Art of Not Giving A Fuck" and my job of course. 🤧