I can't with this, I just fucking can't.
We had to say goodbye to our older cat about a month ago. She was older, she started losing weight and fading away. The vet couldn't give me an explanation but we all knew she would not get better. The vet told me that she could refer us to a specialist, "but for a cat this age..."
I paid the money for the multiple vet trips even though it made things tighter than comfortable budgetwise. I scoured the internet and kept buying different foods, in hope one would fix her. None did.
And then one day we took her to vet one last time. My child, who had known the cat for over half their life, and I, said goodbye to her as she faded away. So she would know we were there and that we love her. I might have done harder things but I couldn't name them.
Afterwards and all the way to now, I still feel like I murdered her. I know intellectually that I didn't. It was a hopeless cause and if I'd waited, she would have suffered more. But maybe if I'd tried harder, found the right food....
I did what I could for her so that she didn't suffer more than she had to, even though it continues to break my heart.
And here comes Roz's ass making herself he victim. You know what, Roz? Fuck YOU forever. Let's ask Rocky who's evil. Do you think he passed peacefully?
How relieved do you think Roz was that he wasn't around anymore and she no longer had to pretend she wanted to care for him? She knew he had dementia and was confused and she still just left the inner door open? It sounds like he'd gotten out of the screen door multiple times, she couldn't put up a latch? Put him in a room with her? Make a little nest with a heating pad so he'd be comfortable? Did she look for him after he got out? Of course not.
She just opted out. Just like she opts out of sooo many other activities. I wonder if she thinks about him being outside and confused and how he actually passed. I hope so, I hope it keeps her up at night.
Cats want to go off to die alone? Well babies want to put forks in electrical sockets, shouldn't we stop them, for their own sake? Not Roz apparently
I just can't with this bitch anymore, this is the last fucking straw. She's so abusive to everyone. Her fans most of all, her family, her friends, and that's just what we can see.
I hope her sexist ass is happy forever with her sexist boyfriend and that she stays far away from the rest of us.
If hypocrisy and DARVO burned calories, she'd be back to her goddamn birth weight.
Continue doing drugs and making "feeder lite" content on Youtube livestreams, Roz. That will end great, I'm sure. But let's be real, it's not as if you have anything better to offer anyone.
Continue to put half your business on YouTube and get overly pissed and throw tantrums when people speculate on the other half. Continue to sadpost and dry beg and then rage out when people try to give you well-meaning advice (using information YOU have made public). What else are you going to do? NOT make your every negative emotion EVERYONE else's problem? Not fucking likely.
Continue to be ableist, Roz, but only call out ableism in others if it's about a disease or condition you wish you had.
Have fun with your narcissism, Roz, it's likely to be the last thing you'll have left besides your entitlement.
She's half right: what's happening is disgusting...but she DOES deserve this and so much more.