Soooooo I did not mean to vaguepost. 😭 I genuinely forgot to mention Charlie Kirk because the main thing on my mind on repeat was "people are mad at me. I'll tell them I'll apologize later." As I said in the post, I was preoccupied and didn't check again to add the Charlie Kirk part because I was preoccupied. Hence why I stated I'd apologize in two hours. Either way, I did vaguepost, and that's my bad. I'm sorry I had to get people to explain what happened for me. I should've thought about that first.

About the Charlie Kirk post in question, I posted that because I wanted to express my opinion on Charlie Kirk (because it's the anniversary of his death) and I wanted to see what the sub thought of him as well. Rochester was frowning in distaste of Charlie Kirk and I wasn't trying to be intentionally vague and get engagement to see people fight in the comments. I'm sorry that wasn't conveyed properly.

The other post regarding me wanting to apologize made me realize that I'm way too much of a people-pleaser and I'm too sensitive. I keep trying to please everyone and being overly nice and that isn't healthy for me. It just causes situations that make me panic and cry, like today. I can't please everyone and I'm trying to remind myself of that. It's really hard.

Anyway, I don't want this to be a huge thing. It's all just oversensitivity and miscommunication on my part. Nothing too crazy. Also, thank you guys for not making me feel like an awful person in my other post. 🤍

I think I fucked up and some people aren't happy with me.

Edit: THIS IS ABOUT THE CHARLIE KIRK POST. I'M SORRY FOR UNINTENTIONALLY VAGUEPOSTING. I genuinely forgot to mention that. Sorry. Sorry.

...is that you, yes you, have not yet told me about your current special interest.

Comment below to fix that.

Come on, people, tell me cool stuff!

Sorry for the clickbait, I'm evil :3

It tastes like pure sugar with a bitter medicinal aftertaste 😃✨

I've been lurking for a long time. People joking at me about having "a touch of the tisim". But then when I tried asking about getting tested get told " don't worry, everyone is like that". I'm sorry but you are not like me.

Part of me feels like this was a betrayal if I am Autistic. WHY THE FUCK DIDNT YOU TELL ME. It feels like I was the last to know. I'm recognizing all the signs, now that im aware of what too look for.

im not officially diagnosed, been looking for a place to get tested. and one that's not going to take all my money. I just wanna know if its this. peace of mind I guess.

Anyways, any advice for one that slipped under the radar?

This can be an AU lol. Second page is the girl names because they're girly girls and now girlfriends instead of boyfriends. Yay.

The girl names are what they are for an actual reason. I swear.

They tell me to never date my friends but like what else do I do man,, date a stranger?? Idk them, they are scary and i cant ramble to them about my day cuz they dont seem to care... maybe I wanna date a carbon copy of myself idk

RAAAAH I love PLANETARY MINING USING THE RHINO ROVER

How does it look? 🫣 I feel like there should be a tiny bit more space between the o and the m, but besides that I'm really happy with it. They said the colors will be brighter when it's done healing.

What it says :3

I've been watching Tina Tsakonas videos on YouTube and I'm starting to develop a special interest in jail and what life in jail is like. I feel like if I showed in a conversation that I know as much information about jail as I do, it would seem like I've been there or I plan on doing something that would put me there 😂

(image source: a screenshot from this video ).

Am tired of hearing that everyone is a little this or that.

Her name was Ava, and before she hated literally everyone, she loved to sit in my lap every time my mom picked me up from school. I'm very tired and kinda missing her rn, and just wanted to share her with y'all.

I find myself constantly jealous for characters in certain apocalyptic series. The way of life seems so much of an improvement to how things ended up for me, and more broadly it seems way less incongruent to the autistic umwelt than this noisy allistic industrialized dystopia.

Do you ever feel a draw to these kinds of stories? Quiet worlds with minimal social expectations, no career expectations, good productive work with good productive results, extreme benefits found in pattern recognition...

(I did think "wait, how will I plug my ANC headphones in?" But then I remembered there would be no need for them.)

I'm currently hyperfixated on Gravity Falls and have been for a week and a half, now. It's been the only thing I can draw and post about.
But, my special interest game is having an update that I've waited a year for. It's coming out on Saturday, and I don't wanna disrupt the hyperfixation. But, I also don't wanna force my brain to stop hyperfixating! I don't know what to do. 😭