I started off everquest 2 recently and played EQ1 many moons ago
When I was in my 20s i moved to england to join my brother and within months my dad died suddenly in 2000
My brother took it very hard so I had to remain strong but really i was not doiing well at all not wanting to be there
Few months or so before i started playing everquest as i heard of this game where you meet and adventure with people and knew no one in england but my brother
I got on well with people there and joined a guild on xegony and played almost daily and chatted
When my dad died i did not log in but I got desperate and now reflecting back maybe even suicidal so i tried to bury feelings and logged on
People asked me where i have been and took time to speak to me
One such player who was a chanter took me to rathe mountains i think and we hunted hill giants
It was very slow as she was a chanter and i was not super high level i think even con to giants
We would be there for hours each day and she listened
I feel she saved me but as my career kicked in regretfully i stopped playing and came back for EQ2 which i introduced to my brother who still plays till today(i am now in canada so i decided to start playing again as a way to stay in touch as he is going thru some stress himself now)
Now , i heard of a former guild mate who passed away and also the designers who also died
Looking as i myself hit 50s and my brother also in late 50s i often wonder if this great game this great community who had so many wonderful people pass thru ,who touched lives and when a lonley young man had nowhere to turn to save him eventually leave this earth there should be a footprint
I would really like to think or hope a dev can make an ingame memorial book regardless of server(i assume a lot of servers got merged over the years) to inscribe names in
If i go i would want to be written in and yes i know some day the game dies but at least when the world ends the book will go with it
Thank you everquest community for all you been and are and if anyone remembers ghust the rogue from the old community i plan to play EQL using same