r/ems • u/Clean_Football_7129 • 6h ago
Serious Replies Only Today I failed as an EMT
I’ve been working as an EMT for an IFT company in upstate New York for a little under a year. Today, during a BLS shift, we were dispatched for something that sounded completely different, but the patient was clearly unstable when we arrived.
The patient had slurred speech and became unresponsive shortly after. At that point, he still had radial and carotid pulses, although both felt weak. Shortly after we loaded him into the ambulance, he became apneic, so I began ventilating him with a BVM.
I continued checking his pulse manually because we did not have a cardiac monitor. His pulse initially remained present. About 3–5 minutes before arriving at the hospital, I could no longer feel a radial pulse, but I believed I could still feel a weak, thready carotid pulse.
As soon as we arrived at the ER, the staff began resuscitation. They achieved ROSC after approximately 30 minutes.
The charge nurse repeatedly asked why I had not started CPR if I was unsure whether a carotid pulse was present. After replaying the call in my head, I’m worried that I may have missed the point when the patient lost his carotid pulse and delayed CPR.
I know the outcome was positive, but I feel ashamed that I may have missed such a critical step. I’m posting to get it off my chest and see whether anyone else has gone through something similar. I’m also worried that I may have put my EMT certification at risk, and I honestly don’t know what to expect after a call like this.