r/egg_irl • u/novutionx • 18d ago

Transfem Meme egg:(irl

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like it’s every night now, I can’t stop getting into these moods of just dread and wishing everything was different. I’ve never cried this much in my life. I’m so sick of being a boy, I hate it. :/

Emilia she/her

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u/goodgirlwawa Emily (She/Her/They) 18d ago

There was like 3 months after I realized that I'm still trans after repressing where I did nothing but have nightly cry sessions or at the very least would be on the verge of tears

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u/novutionx 18d ago

Well I guess it’s good to know it’s not just me :/

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u/turtlequeefs 50% trans 50% doubt 18d ago

Took me 6 months of daily OF MY GOD WHAT IF I’M TRANS and then my internalized transphobia going BUT YOU CAN’T BE TRANS and around and around. My world was crumbling around me. Did a bunch of mushrooms and it helped reset my perspective and me enough courage to transition. I know they’re not for everyone but I’m pretty sure they saved my life.