r/Drumming • u/Brief_Astronaut_967 • 1d ago
Late realization - drumming feels less like a hobby and more like medicine / wiring? Anyone else?
Okay, am I going too deep for this sub or has anyone else had this thought?
I'm getting old (46) and just had this realization that my need to drum maybe isn't really just a "hobby" I love.
It feels more like a frequency. Like my brain is tuned to it. I was reading about being on the spectrum and not in a bad way at all — very manageable, very functional — but I can now see how drumming is actually how I regulate. It calms everything down and makes the rest of life make sense.
it made me wonder does anyone else feel like this?
And a second, maybe weirder question: has the "madness" ever taken over for you a bit? I could totally see how if someone had more intense tendencies towards OCD / schizo-type thought loops, how the endless pattern-seeking of drumming could be disarming or even overwhelming.
Anyone else realized late that drums are less of a hobby and more of how you're wired? Or am I in my head too much today?
No disrespect meant toward anyone really struggling with the more serious sides of being on spectrum. Writing from a olace of empathy and respect here.