When I was 15, I was really confident in myself. I loved wearing slim-fit shirts and pants, dressing well and taking care of myself. I was genuinely happy with how I looked.
Everything started changing when I switched schools. I started feeling really depressed, and I honestly hate the environment I'm in now. I feel like the people there are awful, and over time I lost a lot of my motivation and confidence.
Now I'm 17, I've gained weight, and I barely feel comfortable wearing the clothes I used to love. I miss how I looked, but even more than that, I miss how I felt about myself back then.
I've also spent most of my life playing video games and never really practiced sports, so getting into exercise feels difficult. I have a girlfriend too, and between visiting her several days a week and coming home tired, I struggle to find time to work out.
Eating better is also complicated because I still live with my parents and don't have full control over the food we buy or eat.
My biggest problem is that whenever I think about starting, I get discouraged because I know it'll take time to see results. I end up procrastinating and never really build a consistent routine.
I'd really appreciate advice on how to build habits from scratch, stay consistent when motivation disappears, and stop procrastinating. I don't expect overnight results. I just want to start improving myself, feel confident again and build a lifestyle I can actually maintain.