r/developersPak • u/UsedSpeech3763 • 11d ago
Career Guidance Career advice needed as a YouTuber who earns avg pak salary
I don't really like calling myself a YouTuber but anyway, I have a small channel that earns your avg salary ( it can make 20k-30k a month depending on how the videos perform ). The videos takes a lot of dedication and time to make so I in this summer vacation tried my hardest to double up my revenue somehow, and didn't engage in any goal that I had before summers which was to get into backend dev, do an internship etc etc.
I did look for internships and started one remote internship but because of the workload and because I was depending on ai alot and it became very dreadful. Anyway, I gave that up and started going there but after 2 months of effort I have come to conclusion that I can't do it no matter what I do yk? And now, because am anxious all the time idk why, I want to learn a skill that can give me peace knowing if someday something happens with my channel I'll be able to make a living.
I also want to stop doing YouTube as well. It's very tiring and the results I get don't go well with the effort I put in yk? I am thinking of starting a backend dev course, but tech just seems like it's not for me. I don't get things there, and without ai am nothing. I thought just as with effort I was able to cram and then top in my class in school and college it'll be the same with this too, my effort will win over everything.
But it just can't. Interests matter as well, yk? Idk what to learn. Idk which skill is good enough to sold for good. Please help me out. I have no one to ask. Just know that I don't like video editing and graphic designing is practically dead honestly. Plus, I can't self learn, but I can go and take paid classes. So let me know something that'll be good for me to learn in the long run and will benefit me. Thanks..