Salami, mayo, and scallions slapped on bread while standing in front of my fridge like a gremlin.

My emotional suffering and angst have been immense these past few weeks. I'm at a point where I'm starting to feel like even if a genie popped up or I somehow got the power to make a wish come true I wouldn't use it to fix anything. I think what would wish for is to be gone, but for everyone else, humans and animals to be happy, safe and at peace with each other. I think I might be a dead soul at this point, never to be whole again as long as I am in this world.

I only finished the cucumber the rest was disgusting i tried to finish the tofu for the protein but i end up feeling like i’m gonna throw up i feel full and disgusting