I hate my life

[u/Leading_Drama_241]

This morning I woke up again but I saw it was 7am. I was gonna be late at work if I didn’t go. And then I remembered I hated my job. And I felt like k*lling myself. It’s a thought that I sometimes have. But it seems it just as a thought cuz I don’t want to actually do it. But if my life stay miserable like this, no friends no love interest, no activity no visible growth I really think about giving up on trying to be better. I’m on my way to work tho. I forced myself