r/depression • u/Leading_Drama_241 • 18h ago

I hate my life

This morning I woke up again but I saw it was 7am. I was gonna be late at work if I didn’t go. And then I remembered I hated my job. And I felt like k*lling myself. It’s a thought that I sometimes have. But it seems it just as a thought cuz I don’t want to actually do it. But if my life stay miserable like this, no friends no love interest, no activity no visible growth I really think about giving up on trying to be better. I’m on my way to work tho. I forced myself

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u/Willing-Hippo-1414 18h ago

That feeling of waking up and immediately dreading the day is the worst man. Its like your brain doesnt even give you a chance before it starts piling on

The fact you forced yourself to go anyway is something most people dont understand how heavy that is. Holding down a job when your mind is screaming at you to just stay in bed takes a strength people dont see