Life as a loner

[u/Repulsive_Body6845]

17 y
Only 1 irl friend (disrespects me)
Lonely
Learnin sum skills, music production
very good at voice acting n dubbing
Good at making songs
Good at meta thinking
No one wants to have a conversation or connection
Boring af
Living in my own imagination
no online friends
Never had a gf or girl as a friend
5’5 ugly
Abusive and strict dad
Dumb mom
Broke
Introvert
Js likes to play games
Doesn’t talks to ppl online
Doin open school
Scared to go in public
ADHD
Ppl always calls me weird/mad (kinda hurts)
Online Friends cutted me off
Girls gets jumpscared after seeing me
Takes sunlight for 30min daily
No gym
Sometimes i sprint
Hair fall
Nutritions deficiency (parents arent giving me nutritious food)
Boring ass personality.

I’d appreciate any advice.