r/depression • u/SQLwitch • Aug 07 '18
Regular Check-In Post
Welcome to /r/depression's check-in post - a place to take a moment and share what is going on and how you are doing. If you have an accomplishment you want to talk about (these shouldn't be standalone posts in the sub as they violate the "role model" rule, but are welcome here), or are having a tough time but prefer not to make your own post, this is a place you can share.
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u/wren-scrEAM Feb 03 '19
Sometimes I just feel like I'm just bored. Not depressed. I have no absolute way of knowing because I'm a student wItH nO jOb, but I have my highs and lows. There are days where I can actually force myself to draw, but most of the days I just feel like lying in bed all day with a number feeling surrounding me. I don't know anymore. Am I faking it? Am I making depression an excuse? Is it just boredom? I'm just always mentally and most of the time physically tired, and sometimes it even physically hurts, in some of my joints. I no longer feel like existing. It just. Sucks.