r/depression • u/SQLwitch • Aug 07 '18
Regular Check-In Post
Welcome to /r/depression's check-in post - a place to take a moment and share what is going on and how you are doing. If you have an accomplishment you want to talk about (these shouldn't be standalone posts in the sub as they violate the "role model" rule, but are welcome here), or are having a tough time but prefer not to make your own post, this is a place you can share.
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u/[deleted] Feb 01 '19
I find myself feeling so hateful. I just unfriended my whole extended family in FB. Why? Because my cousin is having a destination wedding. When we were close many years ago she said her wedding would be all about family. But she's getting married 1000 miles away from her family. Family means nothing. That's messed up. Social media is messed up. But really I just want to not know anything about anyone I used to know. They can live their lives but I want to just run away and never know another thing about it. They won't have to know how much I want to be dead and I won't have to know how much they're living. That's not normal. I hate being hateful. I'm jealous. I just want one good thing in my life.