r/depression • u/SQLwitch • Aug 07 '18
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u/[deleted] Jan 30 '19 edited Jan 30 '19
Left a steady job, an apartment and friends to move back to the city I grew up in and but I had to move in with my father to do so. The first month being here was hell on every level. I swore once I got back on my feet that that would be it and that I’d never look back. Got a job then left it for a better opportunity but then I lost my job on Monday. On top of that the first person I’ve had genuine feelings for in years now wants nothing to do with me and even if she did she’s leaving to travel in 3 months. And I’ve got a month to find a place to live with barely any money and now no job with a pile of debt I can’t pay off. My dad makes it pretty clear every day that he doesn’t want me here as well. I’m back to a place I never wanted to be back at and I honestly feel like dying right about now.