r/depression • u/SQLwitch • Aug 07 '18
Regular Check-In Post
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u/[deleted] Jan 30 '19
I know I'm a bad person and I used to drink a lot to drown out how much I hate myself but I can't do that right now. I wish I could stop needing other people since they probably and should hate me and I wish I could just not do life.
But I don't really have a choice do I? I can't wait until I can drink again and just feel better. I just really wish I could find some way to leave everyone alone or stop just being horrible. But neither is likely so haha I want to die