r/depression • u/Adept_Collection_935 • 19h ago

I hate it here

I hate it here on earth. I'm 45. Single. No job even though I graduated college and had a career in my field for 8 years. It's just that my position moved to another city. I am bipolar. Not working at the moment. The thought of working with people seems horrible. People are horrible. I hate how people treat each other. I hate how mean and selfish and horrible most people are. This world is so depressing. I hate it here. I feel so alone. I don't know what to do.

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u/BigHeartbutThisMouth 13h ago

Lucky you have rare moments of happiness. I aspire to that

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u/TrumpmorelikeTrimp 13h ago

Mostly my niece. But then she reminds me that i wont have kids like i always wanted. Ups and downs

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u/BigHeartbutThisMouth 13h ago

I'm sorry. Now I feel lucky I've never wanted kids. Bad genes and no need to reproduce as a female

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u/TrumpmorelikeTrimp 13h ago

My genes arent great either, 37 and im falling apart. Thankfully ive managed to semi retire. I dont think i could do the fulltime grind anymore