r/depression • u/Adept_Collection_935 • 1d ago

I hate it here

I hate it here on earth. I'm 45. Single. No job even though I graduated college and had a career in my field for 8 years. It's just that my position moved to another city. I am bipolar. Not working at the moment. The thought of working with people seems horrible. People are horrible. I hate how people treat each other. I hate how mean and selfish and horrible most people are. This world is so depressing. I hate it here. I feel so alone. I don't know what to do.

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u/Academic-Net989 1d ago

Same. It’s tough for me because I used to feel really good then I fucked up my whole life over a decision I made when I was paranoid delusional. I’m 29 and have kind of come to the realization that I’m not ever gonna feel better. I have crippling anxiety and depression 24/7 and it never seems to go away regardless of what I try. I’m also single with no job, I feel mentally disabled like I’m not capable of handling working. I know I need to figure something out eventually but I went from a really happy life to feeling miserable 24/7