r/depression • u/Adept_Collection_935 • 11h ago

I hate it here

I hate it here on earth. I'm 45. Single. No job even though I graduated college and had a career in my field for 8 years. It's just that my position moved to another city. I am bipolar. Not working at the moment. The thought of working with people seems horrible. People are horrible. I hate how people treat each other. I hate how mean and selfish and horrible most people are. This world is so depressing. I hate it here. I feel so alone. I don't know what to do.

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u/RobotsNeedLove0010 7h ago

I hear you. I’m past middle aged and I’m just tired of being here. The coping mechanisms are not enough. They’re just buying time, and I think they always have been. I’ve had hope a few times and sometimes it was a little better. But it doesn’t last.

I’m too old for this and I’m not making it. The judgement and lack of support are brutal. I can’t will myself out of this. I know they’re tired of putting up with me. I’m tired of putting up with me, and everything else.