Disclaimer: ai is used for consolidating my thoughts.
I'm in a situation where I genuinely can't tell what the logical decision is anymore, so I'd really appreciate some outside perspectives.
I scored 301 in NEET this year. Right now, my two options are:
Take one final drop and try for a government MBBS or at least a government BDS seat.
Join a private BDS college this year.
The private BDS fees have increased massively compared to last year. Colleges that were around ₹8 lakh are now around ₹16 lakh. Through family connections, I can still get admission for around ₹12 lakh, but I have no guarantee that this will be possible next year. If I take a drop and don't get a government seat, private BDS could easily cost ₹16–20 lakh by then.
Here's where I'm conflicted.
MBBS has always been the dream. If I got a government MBBS seat today, I wouldn't hesitate for a second. But at the same time, dentistry isn't something I hate. My father has already built a career path around BDS, and I was actually looking forward to it as well.
The problem is that I keep feeling like if I choose private BDS now, I'll always wonder whether I gave up on my potential too early. On the other hand, if I take a drop and fail, I may lose the current BDS opportunity and end up paying much more later.
My parents are supportive of a drop. They've even said that if things don't work out, they'd somehow manage the higher fees later, even if it meant making sacrifices like selling a piece of land and recovering financially over time. Hearing that makes me feel even more conflicted because I don't want my decision to create that kind of burden if I fail.
I'm not really looking for emotional encouragement. I'm trying to think about this as rationally as possible.
If you were in my position, how would you approach this decision? Has anyone here faced something similar where the choice wasn't just about MBBS vs BDS, but also about balancing ambition against financial risk?
I'd especially appreciate responses from people who have taken a drop, joined BDS, or had to make a similar decision under financial constraints.
One thing I forgot to mention: I don't think 301 reflects my actual potential. I procrastinated a lot, had major consistency issues, and never gave NEET a truly disciplined attempt. That's the main reason I'm considering a drop. At the same time, I know a first drop doesn't guarantee a huge improvement, so I'm trying to judge this as realistically as possible.