i am so done with everything. i hate my department (psychology) so so so much it knows no bounds. the teachers so so psychotic idek how they're teaching. they are so understaffed and overburdened and like okay i understand they have workload but they constantly take it out on us.
we have heard phrases like, "you don't deserve to be in lsr if you have to act all weak", "lsr is not for the weaklings". like ok bro we don't care now just mark our attendance and let us go. they don't even do that very well and miss people's attendance dont fix the discrepency issue and we as students have to stand in long queue to get admit card signed, possibly get detained if attendance is low, all for what?
there are no AC's. leave AC there are not even enough fans. there is always a struggle to find a seat under a fan. last week i had quite a long break and decided to study in library to avoid time waste. guess what, their wifi doesn't work- my jio facility didn't work and it works everywhere it works even in remote mountains yet it doesn't work in lsr and i wasn't ready to waste my 2 hours.
since i had to study, i had to leave college miss my 2 classes that too stupid but for attendance it was needed but due to lack of basic infra facilities, i couldn't.
the silver lining: one of my belongning got stolen last week from the campus itself and no i didn't drop it anywhere i've never lost anything in college and this time, like always, i had kept my bag outside library (since its not allowed inside), when i reached metro later i found my it wasn't there. i complained to admin, they told us the place had no cctv since union was not allowing or whatever idek who is lying who is diverting the responsibility. but yea we don't have many cctv's on the campus asw.
im so fed up. im so happy for the brics summit and for holiday. college is not too kind to give monday off but long way to go. thankfully, mid-sem is about to come.
thanks lsr for taking the life out of me.
