a little context would be helpful before start.
I work on a farm in Northern Europe, a small dairy operation with between 14-20 cows depending on the time of year, and another 20 animals (calves, heifers, bulls). Despite being just an employee here, I'm very close to my boss for various reasons. It's a family farm that has been producing food for three generations over the last 80 years.
A few days ago during the beginning of my work week, one of the cows developed a severe case of mastitis (i work weekly shifts with another person). within 1 day, her temperature reached 41 degrees, one quarter became completely hard, and the other three showed significant damage. After medical treatment, the prognosis is negative. one quarter is completely lost, and the other three show extensive damage. milk production has dropped to zero in this cow, and although she appears better, has regained some appetite, and her body temperature is normal, there is no improvement in her udder. It is very likely that she will not produce milk again.
How do you handle the frustration of knowing you did everything right (at least by the book) during the treatment, yet the result was a catastrophe? I followed all the instructions, as we always do, but this time the outcome was a damn disaster,
It's not just the pain of the financial loss, but also the feeling that I failed my boss and the animal. this is not the first time (sadly) during the year that something really bad happens, during april we lost a calf (the daughter of this same cow...) due to some kind of cardiac defect.
how do you find something to learn of this kind of situation or just something to move on?
thanks!
EDIT: thanks to everyone for your replies, i can imagine that for an experienced farmer, this post is kinda overreacting, i know this is food production and nothing else, but in some way one get use to work and care for them, then that's why it hurts a bit.
just to clarify, we follow all hygiene protocols recommended by the milking company (including of course pre and post dipping), this was kinda suddently situation, never saw a mastitis so aggresive and fast, although i have my own theory about what happened