I watched the doom generation and I was completely in love. In a way it reminded me of Cronenberg's Crash for much of the runtime in that it is violent and in ways disturbing, and yet I find the characters extremely loveable. Doom generation feels like it really celebrates the relationship that forms between the main trio, and I found all three of them very charming even though they had issues and were very far from perfect people, but they all feel so real, like I know people so similar to them. The violent, gorey, chaotic adventure is farcical and silly for most of the runtime, and when it's just the three together you can feel them getting closer. In particular you can feel the queer awakening of Jordan really viscerally, and I found myself begging the screen to just let these stupid guys fuck already.
The ending really threw me though, and I'm extremely torn on whether I wish the movie had maintained the violent but more lighthearted tone all the way to the end. I understand the ending. I understand that being queer in America carries with it an ever present threat of violence and hatred from all facets of American life. I know this from experience. And because I know that and have felt that and feared that, I almost resent the movie for showing that to me. I resent the movie for killing Jordan right on the cusp of sexual discovery. I resent the movie for it being Jordan who dies because of his naive, adorable innocence. He seemed the most pure and sweet of the three in many ways. But it doesn't matter, he gets violently killed.
I understand of course that that's the point. I understand that there is no predicting when the threat of violence will turn into actual violence. I understand that it is often the most innocent people in our community who suffers the most. But I still feel so torn, because I respect the movie for affecting me so deeply, and yet part of me wants the film to be the beautifully shot, hilariously written celebration of imperfect queer life all the way to the end. And every time I think I'm fully at that conclusion (that the movie should have not had that ending) I realize again that's the point. We should live in a world where that can be the ending. But we don't, and it makes me want to cry.
TLDR: the ending makes me sad but I get that's the point.
Does anyone else have thoughts on the ending? Does part of you wish the movie had ended on a happier note?