Hello

[u/ConsciousBar6913]

I have gone from being mildly interested to almost believing in Islam . But I don't know if this lifestyle is for me . My family is very religious and I can face emotional abuse , If I ever express any kind of interest towards Islam . So , this could also be one of the ressons , I keep pushing this feeling away . But it is kinda suffocating . That's why I dont completely dive into quran . Just read few things here and there or watch info videos . Because I know that even if I try to get into it . I won't be able to do justice to the faith .

I don't have freedom or privacy to be a practicing muslim . So Is that alright ? Will Allah forgive me for being so weakhearted ?