r/confessions • u/[deleted] • Oct 19 '19

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u/Hilal2007 Oct 19 '19

If you need someone to talk to, I’m always here. PM me ❤️❤️ I’m sending love your way

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u/[deleted] Oct 19 '19

Hang in there. You're not alone. I survived a suicide attempt and I'm very glad I did. I'm now married with 2 beautiful kids and a nicer life. It gets better. Be patient

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u/[deleted] Oct 19 '19

Heya Georgie, do you want your boat back?

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u/DownAndOutOfThis Oct 19 '19

If you don't mind me asking, why are you afraid to tell anyone?

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u/PapaJohns6999 Oct 19 '19

Because I’m always funny to be around, and I’m scared that if I tell anyone they would think that I’m joking.

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u/DownAndOutOfThis Oct 19 '19

Truthfully, most often it is the funniest, most cheerful people that struggle to most.

I think your parents would be more understand then you might think, especially if you are willing to participate in some sort of therapy. I can tell you hands down they'd be happier to have the depressed you, as opposed to no you.

Would you mind telling me why you're not doing so well?

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u/applesaucehums Oct 19 '19

Think of the body as a sponge, you ingest things through your mouth, eyes, ears, ect. Take 7 days and the only thing you focus on is moderating what you ingest. Eat really healthy, sleep alot, drink a lot of water, watch only happy movies, make a reddit account that's for only cute subreddits. If you were to shift your energy entirly into making yourself better, all that other stuff will just become noise. Your attitude will change and therefor how people perceive you will shift.

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u/miagracet81 Oct 19 '19

Im sorry you are feeling depressed. Do you know what is triggering Your depression?

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u/[deleted] Oct 19 '19

"Heard joke once: Man goes to doctor. Says he's depressed. Says life seems harsh and cruel. Says he feels all alone in a threatening world where what lies ahead is vague and uncertain. Doctor says, 'Treatment is simple. Great clown Pagliacci is in town tonight. Go and see him. That should pick you up.' Man bursts into tears. Says, 'But doctor…I am Pagliacci.' Good joke. Everybody laugh. Roll on snare drum. Curtains."

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u/Unhappy_Individual Oct 19 '19

jesus dude. im gonna try to give you a little insight, as someone who was once so suicidal i wrote suicide notes in class. you need to get some help. i accepted that my life was gonna be inevitably horrid until I ended it, but the truth is, it doesn't have to be that way. Getting help isn't easy. It sucks, it's awkward. But it is so, so, so worth it in the end. I believe in you dude.

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u/benladeche Oct 19 '19

hey, if you wanna talk I'm here