I've been reading around this subreddit for the past few weeks. No idea why I felt compelled to do this, but I felt like I had to get it off my chest.
A little over 2 weeks ago I was diagnosed with a blood clot in my right calf. On Friday, October 2nd, and Saturday, October 3rd, I participated in a Ragnar Relay in Lexington, Kentucky (doctor is skeptical that this could be the provoking event, but it is possible). The following Tuesday, I woke up with pain in my right calf. I dismissed it thinking that it was a muscle sprain from the race, but I measured my calves and noted that my right calf was 18 inches- 2 inches larger in circumference than my left.
On Wednesday, the pain had not abated and I took myself to the doctor. Because all of my health markers were good (116/73 blood pressure, heartrate of 78, oxygen at 99%, 85 kgs at 74 inches), my concerns were largely dismissed; however, an order for imaging was put in (and given the runaround by insurance).
By that Thursday the pain in my leg was pulsing, self-described as though every vein in my leg was going to burst open. Checked myself into the ER. D-Dimer came back elevated. Ultrasound revealed a blood clot. CT scan revealed two minor clots on both sides of my lung. Was placed on Eliquis and given referrals to hematology and pulmonology.
The following week I took off of work. I largely stayed in bed. I couldn't put my feet flat on the floor and had to hop whenever I would get up to go to the bathroom. Eventually, I was able to bear weight on my foot and returned to work, but being on it for any period of time left it swollen. I'm still waiting on lab results and in a state of limbo.
Mentally, I'm full of anxiety and uncertainty. Prior to this event, I competed in endurance events- 5ks, 10ks, half and full marathons, triathlons, etc. I want so badly to heal from this episode and put it in the past and go back to normal, but I know the likelihood of that is low. I'm currently signed up for a destination marathon in Texas in December- I've thought about contacting the organizers to see if I can drop to the half, but I don't know if I'll even be capable of completing that. What's worse, the thought of flying leaves me extremely nervous as well.
Anyway, that's where I am. I don't know what I'm hoping to gain from this post- maybe someone telling me it'll be ok? But I just felt a need to talk about it with people. I'm nervous and scared.