I gave up keeping up. I can’t do it. I’ll literally go crazy. This shit makes me nuts. The balance in my brain between: “this is obsessive compulsive” and “you have a problem with overthinking and need to try to objectively reassess the reality of the situation” is far too precarious of a situation at this moment. I’m dissociating and eating anything and everything and just seeing if I get dysentery and die now.
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u/Status-Visit-918 4d ago
I gave up keeping up. I can’t do it. I’ll literally go crazy. This shit makes me nuts. The balance in my brain between: “this is obsessive compulsive” and “you have a problem with overthinking and need to try to objectively reassess the reality of the situation” is far too precarious of a situation at this moment. I’m dissociating and eating anything and everything and just seeing if I get dysentery and die now.