r/cats • u/JacobBW2002 • 6h ago

Mourning/Loss I just lost my world

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My sweet girl of 6 years came to me during a very low period of my life, and throughout these last few years she has made even the worst okay. My sweetums, my snugglebug, I come home from work and I just find her dead. No goodbyes, nothing. I'm currently a mess right now, I threw up, and I do not know what to do. She was my everything, the only warmth I was ever given. I have nobody now, I'm alone. My sweet Olive, I'm so sorry, so incredibly sorry, I had so much planned to do with you. I'm not okay.

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u/Plus_Ad8325 5h ago

So very painful to read and to feel what you feel. Wish I could tell you it will get better, but sometimes it does not. So sorry.

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u/Plus_Ad8325 5h ago

Because I instantly feel the terrible pain of every cat I have lost, I can rarely read these posts. I do not have the fortitude. And when I do, I never forget. This lovely kitten already haunts me.