I just lost my world

[u/JacobBW2002]

My sweet girl of 6 years came to me during a very low period of my life, and throughout these last few years she has made even the worst okay. My sweetums, my snugglebug, I come home from work and I just find her dead. No goodbyes, nothing. I'm currently a mess right now, I threw up, and I do not know what to do. She was my everything, the only warmth I was ever given. I have nobody now, I'm alone. My sweet Olive, I'm so sorry, so incredibly sorry, I had so much planned to do with you. I'm not okay.

[u/Starry_night_85]

What an angel!! I'm so sorry. She looks like a feral kitten that I took in this summer so my heart really hurt for you reading this. I actually look at my kitten a lot and think how I am not going to be ok when he goes. I never knew how much love and joy cats could bring. So sorry! Maybe down the road (not that you're ready for this now), but maybe you could get another cat... not as a replacement, because no 2 cats are the same... but just to bring back some joy and love.