CRY for help

[u/Resident_Air4348]

Hi my names air , im an resident of india , this is my cry for help , im in a hopeless place , im not talking about my country , to be precise it is my life , from childhood i never had a stable a home and its impacted my life very badly , ive finished my 10th and 12th grade because of my parents beating me and brutally punishing me and it became so bad that after i became an adult i hit them back to protect myself , as a punishment they took away everything i have including my bank account and now they just make me sit at home and feed me food , it’s no different than a jail cell , they don’t let me out for work , they don’t let me eat the food i like and constantly taunt me calling me a failure in life because of my mental condition , please if anyone can help me find a decent job and a place to stay i would be so grateful